I am feeling down.My maths tutor told me she's graduating
which means that she won't tutor me anymore.
She's such a good tutor! She's really nice and patient.
My heart is heavy. Because my tutor reminds me
of the future happiness I will one day be likely to have.
But I guess one will have to move on...
Tomorrow I am having my maths exam,
so I must hang in there. May He give me courage and mental strength.
I was very happy and hopeful just a few hours ago.
But now I miss my tutor. And I can't stop thinking
how we shall never meet again. It is true, is it not?
In life, many people would step out of yours
even though they were once actors in the play of your life.
I cannot help but lament on the fact that many people
you meet in life and have fun with could only be momentary visitors.
And in the end, the memory, too, shall fade.
So these people would become nothing, nobody again, to you.
I must go on. With the hope that in the future I shall find
these little happiness again, and that I shall again and again
have the fortune to lament on the loss of them.
But now it has dawned on me:
In each new person, new friend that i meet,
each person whom I shall share joys in life with,
however momentary and unreliable these joys are,
the shadow, or on a more positive note, the memory,
of the people once beloved shall come to live.
Again and again.
Yes. This is enough. I am content.
I know that even if now were not the time,
one day we should still have to part.
And that, it doesn't matter, not in a crucial way.
For love lives in the heart, and doesn't not depend
on the material opportunities of the outside world.
Love is independent of material obstacles of all sorts.
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